Monday, 21 December 2015

Worst case scenario

Ugh. I'm just so very annoyed with myself right now. I'm living in this bizarre purgatory where no aspect of my life is good yet, aggravatingly, I can't figure out what I actually want from life.

I hate my job with a passion - but can't find a job I'd rather have.

I hate where I live - but can't think where I'd like to move to.

I hate my lack of skills - but can't decide on what I want to learn

I hate a considerable percentage of the people around me - but to be fair though I'll chalk that one up to me being a miserable arsehole.

On top of this I'm worried that I'm getting too old now to be so disjointed with my life plans; not to mention too old to come on here and grumble into the empty halls of cyberspace when I'm bored. I should have more substantial hobbies dammit.

At this point I think the best hope for me is that my whole existence is just a daydream in some cosmic rabbit's head, soon to be extinguished when hears a loud noise or smells a carrot or something. Please get distracted soon, cosmic bunny!